Life Lately....

Life LATELY has been a roller coaster on full speed. There’s been up hill’s were I’ve struggled getting to the top and then there’s been down hill’s were I’ve flown right on bye. There’s been the straight and narrow path’s were I’ve cruised right by smoothly. By no mean’s has it been a easy ride. I feel like I haven’t blogged in forever because I’ve been so busy with LIFE but in reality I haven’t had much going on. Working more than 15 minutes away from home might not seem like a lot to many people but for me it is. At our past two duty station’s I worked less than 10 minutes from were we lived. Previously when I lived at home (Texas) I commuted almost a hour to and from work every day, so you wouldn’t think 15 minutes or so was that big of a deal but it is. After not having a long drive so a while now. Sure it gives me time to think and de-stress from my day, but it also gives me time to think about the million things I need to do at home or need to do the next day at work. On a REALLY good day (which isn’t often) and I do get out right at 5pm I’m not home till 5:20-25 because of traffic. Then I still have to prep and cook dinner, clean up after dinner, walk the pups, get my running stuff and lunch packed for the next day. Once I actually sit down after all that its already past 8pm most day’s. I'm lucky enough to catch up on a show or two while I surf the web before I catch myself falling asleep on the couch. Blogging.....RIGHT, I always say tomorrow TOMORROW tomorrow I will get caught up and tomorrow never seems to happen. I’ve been trying really hard to become better about not being on the my laptop when the hubbs and I are home watching TV together but damn you pinterest you suck me right in. Let’s not talk about the fact that I feel like I must read everyone’s blog post’s that I follow. There are a few I tend to skip from time to time but I really only follow and comment on my favorite reads 90% of the time. I have so many drafts I’ve started up and haven’t finished but need to because I want to have the memories documented for later on in life. I totally failed on writing / typing up my September goals and here we are just a couple day’s away from October 1st. I feel like time has flown by dear lord please let October go by slow, I’m not ready for it to start and I’m sure as heck I’m not ready for it to end. 

Work has been ruff, really that’s a understatement. I tell myself I’m staying and sticking it out because I don’t like change and that in its self will be harder having to start all over. But really if I’m not happy with how things are going right now how is that any better for myself. I know good things come to those who wait but I’ll be the first to admit I’m a very impatient person. But I’m trying for my sake and the other’s around me. Some day’s I love my job were I’m at and some day’s I can’t stand it or the people I work with. Here lately this past week its been on the latter side of the two. Going into details would just be pointless and take to much time so I’ll be brief. There’s TWO groups of people....at the school were I work. Your either “IN” with the cools kids aka management or your not. A- a smoker you get a extra ever so how many breaks you need a day to go “get cancer” as my friend Nanc call’s it. B- have drama in your life and throw a pity party so everyone feels sorry for you and falls for your sappy stories, or C- your BF’s with the owner’s or at least you think you are there for you feel like you do no wrong and get away with anything and feel as though you can walk all over me when ever you want. I absolutely hate HATE the favoritism here it makes me so sad. It’s not lie I loved my old school in Cola. for so many different reason’s and to hear from so many different co-workers and parents about how awful things have been in my class since I left just breaks my heart. I’d give anything to go back. There’s alway’s those 

And because ever blog post needs a picture!!! Here's one from the day the hubbs came back from training earlier this month!! Gosh I missed that man when he was gone!!!!